Friendship&Life

Finally putting aside just posting to show my pictures, I'm going to use this blog for other purposes.
I can definitely say that my life has taken a full 360 deg turn this year, I no longer live at home. I'v moved out and I have to admit, although I feel lonely at times it's definitely something I'm proud of.
It would be a little cheesy for me to say something along the lines of "Life we all go through new changes and experiences" so, instead I say I'm going through something spectacular, something new and different and It feels damn scary but, just by taking that leap and soaring that high, I feel unstoppable, able to accomplish anything and go through anything.

I'v learnt a lot, ever since my earliest memories there is always something that stands out, an image, a face. I was told somethings, others I found out about and I reacted to it in my own way, whether it was through tears, or even pretending that everything was Ok.

I can say that even at the age I'm at now, I'v gone through somethings although some people may not understand it and think "What a kid" I disagree because they don't know me, they haven't been with me every waking hour, they've never experienced a day, a week a whole year in my shoes, in my body or travelled with the thoughts I carry with me everyday. They haven't shared the strong bonds and the unforgettable days and times I'v spent with my friends, or the laughs I'v shared even with a common stranger.  They do not know the history of my ancestors, where my origins are from, then again do I? And even though I may be saying I do, do I have the right proof? In the end all I can say is life truly is a mystery it's to big to fit in a box, to confusing to write about, to mysterious to actually know what it looks like but, it's there it's messy at times and you hate it but, I believe, you deserve it, it will be the best thing you got.